My Destruction

just a ponder...

2006-12-19T12:31:09Z

Hrmm, I have been thinking about this and havent quite made up my mind yet and I need peoples advice.

who do you think would win a fight out of Chun-Li (street fighter) and Ling Xiaoyu (tekken)?
or better yet, out of Ryu and Hwoarang??

I rekon Ling would serve Chunners hardcore but sadly, as much as I love Hworang, every one knows that Ryu > all...

Your thoughts?

WOW Comics :P

2006-11-10T02:47:32Z

B to the m-effin D M!!!!

2006-11-10T02:34:39Z

so yea,

i saw the BDM on the 7th and ooohhh mmmyyy gawd!
they were so brilliant...

i was chatting to one of my homies, Ryan, who is in a local band (one of favorites btw) called burn for me and the guitarist and bassist from black dahlia came over and started talking to him and i was all like *aaiiee!!* and stuff.
I asked them if they were gonna play Apex and bryan (guitars) said "i know we're..... not playing Apex" and i was all like "nooo!! you have to! its my most fav song by youse guyses!!" and he was all like (to bassist Bart) "well im no pussy, and if these guys are all like 'one more song!', im down for playing Apex."

long story short, they played an AWESOME set and the last song they did was Apex! i couldnt have been more happy! i think i had a semi the whole way through the gig, but this was my climax!
I have über pics on my cam now *lol* I could go on, but meh im le-tired of typing

blindfizzold @ 2006-11-07T17:56:00

2006-11-07T09:56:23Z

OOOHHHH MMMYYYYY GAAWWWDDD!!!

black dahlia murder tonight!!
im gonna see the creation of this world, see it all reduced to ash.
in the blink of sunken eyes, ill see 100 winters pass!
my blessing / my curse.. perpetually ill be damned to earth.
and of a soul i'll be bereth, forever dying to be dead!!! yay!

if they dont play apex ill fucking massacre...

here are the words to my all time fav song!! yay for cannibalism :D

APEX
Bury them all, beneath heaping shovel fulls of lime
in shallow graves the shreds of flesh dissolve with time
the stench of burning human flesh, a makeshift cremation
a shriveling fragment of death's grand design

i insist -- the pleasure's all mine!

with orgasmic bliss the human body is consumed
the loins are charred, the slabs of mean cut off and ground
with zeal i dine upon your skin, enthralled with elation
souls of my victims within me, entombed

palette wet with atrocity
i relish the last look in your eyes
clutching your intestines, your scream echoes through me
perfection; a murder divine

i hold the secrets of the dead within my grasp
as i poke and prod, your precious world is painted black
i'm The Controller of your fate, a twisted creation
until i've met my fancy i'll hammer and hack

palette wet with atrocity
i relish the last look in your eyes

as i'm blissfully showered in blood
i shake with violent rapture as i gaze at my delicious feast
i cannot stop my salivation
my addiction to murder has peaked
kneel only to my sick fixations
a complete symphony of your screams

oh the cruelty of death!
i wield infinite

lured by the cries of your damnation
i collect ornaments of the dead
skin tingling with anticipation
i sever the last victim's head to be put on display

this mortal coil has born unto me death's secrets
this forensic inquisition, orgasmic
another trophy of my bloodied psychosis
another body to mangle; to ravage and explore

palette wet with atrocity
i relish the last look in your eyes
clutching your intestines, your scream echoes through me
perfection; a murder divine..
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joizus croist im excited!!! ill let yall know how it went

ooohhh yea..... is gir

2006-11-05T03:19:32Z

So umm yea, more pressing issues that surround my life atm (other than WOW). I know what you're thinking... "omg! Ross! You have a life outside WOW??" STFU! :P

The position at my new job was made redundant the other day so im jobless atm... After almost 3 hard months :P
I saw it coming tho so with the help of my hawt ass side kick, I've been pumping out my resume to all my homies that say they want me to work w/ them and I've been absolutley raping the shit out of seek.com.
GOOD POINT: I was sent home early on thurs which was my last day and given my 2 weeks notice pay so technically I should be working for them for another 2 weeks but instead I got free money!! Its like sucking up to a lvl 60 alli male when you create a night elf female! All you have to do is take all your gear off and /dance... But there was no stripping and /dance ing for me (luckily).

So with that money and my tax return, I fell über doshed up but I'm reluctant to spend anything till I get another job... Which is really hard cos I'm a shopaholic :S

Good thing I already got most of my shiz for the fetish ball... Well, the expensive shiz anyways...

There are some way funny WOW comics on the WOW site, imna post some on here. All you non WOW players (whom I feel deeply sorry for... jjk) prolly wont get them, but they make me chortle so hard :D
umm... How do I insert cuts??? anyone? no? cuts? oh hang on... I think I just figured it out...

ZOMG.....

2006-11-04T06:19:36Z

so... this is what happens when there is a 600+ que to play WOW, bad enough i friken pay for the shiz, i have to line up to play. saturdays are worst than AA hardcore gigs, little shits everywhere *shakes fist* i mean good on em for trying and all... just... i dunno, just stop shitting me off and getting in my way! im trying to pwn here!!

omg, line is down to 31 now... not long to go!! whee prepare for the wrath of doom alliance!!! WSG long weekend here i come!!

irl werk! omfg!

2006-08-10T03:08:09Z

sup livejournals!

soo.... its been a while...
just here to say *w00t* i got an IRL job! no more smelly fish or cunty customers for me!! woolworths can suck my white ass!

I now work at ASI solutions (which is an IT & T providing company that works with big corporations and in some cases federal offices). My job title is Sales Support / Administration which means I work with the sales and support of clients and manage client accounts and shiz liek that :D:D
I went in today for my signing of workplace agreements and shiz and I officially start on Monday the 14th!! I'm hella excited!! über cheddar headed my way!! :D

Anyways, Tanya and I are off to do a shitload of shopping in celebration of my new position so I'm gonna end this here.

weird...

2006-04-22T10:09:09Z

I sold Popeye some crayfish at work today...
I swear it was him.
He smelt like a pub and said "cunt" alot.
I'm wondering if he got any spinach :s

I NEED YOUR SKULL!!

2006-03-14T17:40:06Z

O - M - Fing - G!

Just got home from seeing the Misfits... Gosh darn... So awesome. They were non stop and full of awesome songs. Surprisingly, they played alot of old stuff which was awesome to hear :D lol. i just used the word 'awesome' three times, four including that last one.
They totally pwned and Jerry literally gave the crowd the shirt off his own back. I missed out on getting any mementos from them but I git to shake Jerry's hand, had a pic with him [which I gotta get off nic] and got him to sign my $5 note and my leather jacket, so I guess I did get a few mementos :p

We met this guy at Carnegies before the gig and he was all like "you rekon I could still get a ticket?" and we were liek "yea". We all started talking about l33t music and stuff and he was hella rowdy. We were talking about skinheads and he showed me a scar he has on his head from being glassed during a massive 'street gang fight'. Then he decided that he liked me so much that he head butted me... Lucky I'm tuff az fuck and have a really hard head. The fellas finished their drinks [I was driving :(] and we left Carnegies and went to the gig at Capitol and about 10mins later saw him getting thrown out by security *lol* I'm assuming he wasn’t even there for 20mins!!

Besides that humor, Misfits totally pwned and now I'm hella tired and my back hurts so imna hit up some über sleep.

laters haters

The wind down....

2006-02-05T10:56:11Z

This weekend was pretty topps [ * considering I didn’t get the most awesome job I was going for :'( * ]
Tanya and I hung out on Friday night with our homie Martin at his new pad. We caught up and spoke of old times passed... T'was funfunfun.

Saturday night was sIn and it was awesome! Tanya looked so gosh-darn awesome [check out her new mySpace pics for those of you who know it] I tried taking a few pics and what-not but I was kind of... inebriated *lol*

Today Tanya and I just hung out / shopped in the city. I got a book on medieval calligraphy and Darkest Hour's new album [oh yea]. Tanya got a way bling book about the history of stilettos, which she is reading right now, she also got some new threads from Good Sammy's which too, are quite bling-bling.
Nearing the end of the day, we were sitting down to a nice hotdog lunch and were accosted by... -Christians- *dun-dun-daaahhhh*

It was kind of funny at first, they asked us if we had 5mins to do a survey and Tanya, being the smart one, went along with all they said to get it over with quickly, but me... *sigh* I was debating the whole "I'm going to hell because I haven't accepted Jesus" thing... Soon a 5min survey turned into a 10min guilt trip about how I shouldn't lust after Tanya in my heart until we are married [even though we have been together for over 4 years and 4 months] and that I have committed sins by lying.
I actually had a bit of a chuckle to my inner-monologue answer to the first question we were asked: "What is your Idea of Sin?". The first thing I thought was "Its quite awesome, I can hang out with like minded people and Nathan's big screen presentation was truly funky last night..." *teehee*
I felt kind of bad debating it, this guy really seemed worried about my salvation and stuff. I guess if Christianity is really the right religion, at least I'll be happy with all of the interesting people who are burning in hell with me.
I gotta make dinner now... AND COOKIES!!!!

blindfizzold @ 2006-02-02T10:24:00

2006-02-02T02:26:54Z

Tagged by endrva

1. Thank the person that tagged you.
2. List 5 random/strange/weird things about you.
3. Tag 5 other people.

1.
uuh, thnx Jordan...

2.
1 I stand on one foot when brushing my teeth
2 I cough and close the adjacent eye when cleaning my ears
3 My favourite word is Plethora but for ages when I was little I thought it was Aplethora (as in a plethora :p, I got it from The Three Amigos)
4 I have a pink 2006 Dolly Diary
5 *Im addicted to pr0n and I masturbate constantly*

3.
bettiesque
issadora
missjaimee
sebastianne
tiberius_n

Yea, just cause I tagged youns doesn't mean I'm gonna be offended if you don't do this. Actually, if you include Jordan (endrva) in this tag list, thats the entirety of my friends list :p *i need to get out more*

With orgasmic bliss

2006-01-29T15:18:51Z

OMFG. This week/end has been awesome! I got to hang out with my prettyful girly almost all week! We just hung out at hers and my places and did stuff and stuff... On wednesday we went to the pub for pre-Australia day drinks and on aussie day thursday, we got trashed and dopey at Aarons which was quite fun. Aaron was being all Hitler about people bringing around a 'plate' of some sort to contribute to his 'barbie' [which turned out to be more like a fry up seeing as he doesn't even own a BBQ *how un-Australian*]. So yea, I made a potato bake which was so awesome that its taste alone could probably cure AIDS [yea, I was proud of it]. We didn't eat for like three hours after getting there though and Pam, being a slack shit, bought bread and 100's & 1000's and made me make the fairy bread :s We got some peach goon and played goon-of-fortune in Aaron’s back yard so all was not lost :p Friday night was quite awesome too; I had the house all to myself so Tanya and I had the tribe around for cool beverages and heavy ‘choonz. I must have had an awesome night because I can only remember small parts of the night. Saturday night pwned all! Angelspit @ sIn!!! It was so fricken busy! The bands were awesome, Tanya looked hot and the atmosphere was great. Kevin and I hung out all night and watched our girlys dance, drank, smoked and at the end of the night – carried Sonya out to the car [she had a bit too much wine]. It was hell funny, Tanya and I were about to leave and we couldn’t find her or Emma anywhere so we said laters to Kev and about 2 mins later got a phone call saying that he had found Sonya passed out up the stairs next to sIn. It was way funny but I felt kinda bad for her… she was all partied out :p

Human slaves

2006-01-24T10:35:03Z

YAAHHH!! Ok, a bit of a gap in updates... Last event of interest: sIn last saturday night. OMFG! It was packed! I met some guy named "Candy" *supposedly* and it was hard to resist the urge to tell him my name was 'Raven' or 'Draco' or 'Dumbledore' *goes all out - Harry Potter style!!1one* Other than that, and the fact that I was sober, it was an awesome night out. I saw Holly and since I haven't seen her in two weeks it felt like it had been ages. She was trashed as usual and showed me her pretty scars from doing flesh mechanix on NYE. It was cewl chillin out maxin relaxin and watching Tanya dance oh-so-sexy-fully. I cant wait for AngelSpit next this week! I had a job interview today for a online publishing company called eBooks. I hope I get the job but I'm pretty sure a shitload of people went for it so... yea... I think I'm done here now.

This is me before sIn a couple of weeks ago.

My 2005 (totally stolen from Jaimee / Holly) :p

2005-12-26T13:15:02Z

1. What did you do in 2005 that you'd never done before?

Played Doom 3 !!!

2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?

I don't think I made any. but I have some planned for next year

3. Did anyone close to you give birth?

Negative

4. Did anyone close to you die?

Yea, Morgan

5. What countries did you visit?

Australia...

6. What would you like to have in 2006 that you lacked in 2005?

Skating abilities and super-human strength.

7. What dates from 2005 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?

May 19th, Star Wars Ep III

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?

Reaching lvl 20 in Everquest and finishing Half Life 2

9. What was your biggest failure?

Battlefield 2

10. Did you suffer illness or injury?

Yea i pwned my arm at work and had to have Physio for liek 3 weeks :'( I also was hung over the majority of this year's sundays

11. What was the best thing you bought?

Oh gawd... Where do I start? I'm gonna have to say my computer (i love you baby).

12. Whose behaviour merited celebration?

Tanya for an awesome christmas night.

13. Whose behaviour made you appalled and depressed?

All of the fuggen n00bz at cronulla beach. Is it okay to be amused slightly aswell though?

14. Where did most of your money go?

Big Brews Liqour Store

15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?

Parkway Drive!! Ep III!!

16. What song will always remind you of 2005?

Parkway Drive - Anasasis (Xenophontis)

17. Compared to this time last year, are you:

I. happier or sadder? Meh... About the same :/
ii. thinner or fatter? Fatter :/
iii. richer or poorer? Poorer ATM

18. What do you wish you'd done more of?

Leveling up my lvl 20 Berzerker Troll

19. What do you wish you'd done less of?

Ummm, ?

20. How will you be spending Christmas?

I had x-mas breakfast with my sis' BF's family. Lunch at mine and night time with my Tanya :)

21. What LJ users did you meet for the first time?

The whole of my friends list. Besides Tanya, we've known each other for ages!

22. Did you fall in love in 2005?

With my computer. Next to Tanya that is.

23. How many one-night stands?

Negative

24. What was your favorite TV program?

American Dad

25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?

I can think of a few ppl who I used to think higher of...

26. What was the best book you read?

The entire Harry Potter series

27. What was your greatest musical discovery?

Prayer For Cleansing

28. What did you want and get?

Prayer For Cleansing

29. What did you want and not get?

Black Dahlia Murder Hoodie

30. What was your favourite film of this year?

Sin City / Final Fantasy: Advent Children

31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?

Got pissed with my homiez - 21

32.Whats one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?

Seeing Prayer For Cleansing & Black Dahlia Murder together in concert.

33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2005?

Black, black and more black

34. What kept you sane?

Tanya and Heavy Music. The copious amounts of pot helped level me out too...

35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?

Bert Newton

36. What political issue stirred you the most?

I dunno. The way America handeled the whole Katrina situation.

37. Who did you miss?

Horrorpops, spewing I missed that gig

38. Who was the best new person you met?

*shrugs* most new acquaintances were cool...

39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2005.

If you shave down there, it itches when it grows back, but its worth it...

40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year.

Now's the time to take a look at what surrounds.
And embrace the hearts of the ones in your life.
Spark the fire that will torch the numbness inside.
If you look too far ahead you'll lose sight of today.
-Carpe Diem-
- Will Haven: Carpe Diem

aaiiee!!!

2005-12-24T14:02:12Z

Well, my 1st entry. This doesn't yet make my livejournal account valid as of yet. This entry doesn't count. This is because I haven't uploaded my limit of pics and made my pro all spiffy lookin and stuff. Everyone knows thats the only reason we have these things, rite??

So I just heard the new stuff from one of my old time favourite bands. Good old Will Haven! Damn, those crazy ass crackers have still got it... I fuggen less then three Will Haven. I'm todally listening to Stick up kid way loud now :) *half windmills*

Umm, I can't really be bothered typing too much more in here on this eve of xmas so here is an awesome gif that everyone should beat off to at some point in their life. I know I have...